I just wanted to write something, just to get my head going. Its been 3 days now, I'm still feeling nauseated from this fever/unknown disease that I'm currently infested with. It's an awful feeling, a feeling that leaves you debilitated to a point of lying helplessly, just waiting for it to pass. I actually planned to write about how I think my state of health is deteriorating but then it got me thinking, what do i get by reading this? (in the future, when I'll look back at my works & get embarrassed by it, lol) But seriously, I have no serious issues to write about, and perhaps it just goes to show how pointless my life is at the moment. I mean look at my previous ramblings, the getting youtube thingy etc., pointless really. At 23, I have yet to achieve anything concrete, any lasting legacy that would one day when I breath my last, I wouldn't regret anything. Maybe some people call it inner peace. Perhaps that is unachievable, or just a state of mind, I really don't know, and confused at the moment. So what do I do?
Oh and the word "thingy" is also another formally recognised colloqial term. Apparently it originated from Australasia for a slang of "thing" but I would not be wrong to say that it is now widely used words. Yet another useless point written here.
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